You see, since I can remember, I wanted too many things at once. My mind is always scattered all over the place. And a consequence? I can't really stay in one place for a long time.
To paraphrase famous words: "The punishment of my disordered mind is my own disorder."
I can't say I have answers to all these questions. But... I think I know where to go from here. The experiment is over. Did it serve its purpose? Yes...
You see, this blog has almost everything that comes to my mind. And all those topics are just too much for one page. Mental health, fairy tales, transgender...
I'd love to split this up. Most likely into 2 separate blogs- one for tales and one to look more professional, with completely separate topics. In addition, I plan on making a youtube channel for transgender related things. Something simple and cute. I already have a vision in my mind about all the details, designs and content. But first,
A girl has to learn what it means to be one
A girl has to find out who she is first
A girl has to wake up from her long sleep
You know, transgender shit and all. You got the point. Message received.
After that I'd like to start with videos. Transgender topic. Everything that deserves more attention will end up on my friend's blog. Hopefully.
Those 2 blogs I will create will be hosted on a custom domain, as I'd love to make them more professional. The first one will keep the name Sidney's Fantasma, with some stories I wrote or am going to write. Mysterion and fantasy. That's it. Words and pictures.
The second one will be focused on my experience in the UK. I don't want to specify yet, but it will be more on my "serious" side.
I know blogging can be free, but I will have to invest. At least a little money- buy custom domains, a camera, one for photography and one for making videos, microphone... Maybe some other things as well. You see, I really need to find a proper job. If everything goes well, I'll be living in the UK next month.